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| hope you get some of this, this season! |
Whew! Adrian and I
look at each other this month and agree, we are ready to put 2014 in our rear
view mirror! It has been a tremendous, a tumultuous, a trial full year
for us! Usually we can look back on a year with rose-colored glasses, but
this year has troubled us in every month, on every level.
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| but there's hope! |
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| and its hard to complain when you see beauty like this! |
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| ~love notes from our Creator ~ |
When we look back at
January, we remember all 7 of us suffering a respiratory illness - but in the
middle of it we got to go to Taylor's beautiful wedding. God was with us.
Jehovah Rapha ~ the God who heals (Exodus 15.26, Psalm 103.3) ~ healed us again and again ~ of the sniffles, of violent viruses, and of chronic illness. Aaron
turned 4, and is now speeding toward 5!
In February, we celebrated
Ella's 10th birthday, had the stallion gelded in the snow (Montana style!), and
I smashed into a logging truck on icy roads ~ all within 4 days. Thus
began visits to the chiropractor and physical therapist to heal the damage.
Thus began the insurance company calling me to ask when I would be done
with treatment - humph. I've never been treated so badly during a claim
by State Farm. Thus began a clashing in our marriage that we had never
experienced before. But once again, God
is faithful, and He works all things together for good. I was saved from
much worse injury, and the truck was replaced.
Life seemed to be
settling down again and getting into a mode, when on March 7 (our unhappy 11th anniversary) we discovered
4" of water in our full, finished basement. The fund that was to be
a new barn in the summer quickly went to the restoration company, carpet
layers, and a submersible pump, ensuring that we would have no moisture or mold
in the future. Soon after that, our 3 youngest children miraculously
experienced chickenpox ~ I say miraculously because I had prayed that they
would sometime soon, and we never knew anybody before or after that had the
virus. In fact, we tried to pass it on to 6 different families in a
variety of ways, and nobody caught it from us, either!
A few days later,
Adrian blacked out while stretching, fell backward onto his head and suffered a
concussion that affected his memory, vision and emotions for a time. Our
faithful God (whose love endures forever, Psalm 136) spoke to me even in that
malady, changed my heart, reminded me not to be self-centered and to appreciate
LIFE – even if it isn’t perfect.
In May, we celebrated
Orion’s 2nd birthday; we are so very thankful for every birthday
that means God has given us the privilege of caring for these little ones a
while longer!
Also beginning in May, we expected the new foal
to be due any day, and began keeping a very close watch on our pregnant
mare. We discovered a deal on craigslist
and purchased a chicken coop, run and 5 Heritage Buckeye hens – already
producing beautiful large eggs! That
month, we also all faced strep, a first for all of us in 20+ years. Adrian was on the east coast when I fell ill,
so the kids picked up the slack and kept themselves alive while I slept for 2
days.
When I wasn’t sleeping, I doused
myself with essential oils and emerged 3 days later. When Adrian got home, unfortunately he was
infected as well. Unable to cope with
the pain, he went to the convenient care and got some steroids + antibiotics. Unfortunately the medicines caused him a horrible
case of hives, which covered his body. I do have photos of that, but will spare you! One thing about illness... it sure makes you thankful to be healthyll!
In June we celebrated
Tessa’s 8th birthday and added Tika and Timmy to our menagerie ~
they are adored!
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| the note that started it all! |
On Tessa's birthday, the dentist told us Jaci has 4 cavities affecting 8 teeth-- a trial we've been dealing with for 6 months now. We endured a couple
weeks of flooring shopping with 5 kids, carpet layers coming and going, and no kitchen + dust from our kitchen floor being ripped up, and circle sawn pine being installed. We love the result of it all, but “under
construction” is not in my comfort zone.
We also celebrated Jaci’s 6th birthday, which officially
made our kids 2-4-6-8-10 in age.
July was a much
anticipated month, as Adrian’s family all gathered in Bonner. We did day trips to bring home perch,
minnows, sunfish, crawdads for our homeschool aquarium (aka kiddie pool on the
deck). We enjoyed watching the fish, and
enjoyed watching the kittens wade to catch them!
We had more severe stomach illness that month, and Tessa and Jaci were flower girls in a beautiful wedding.
On July 25 we welcomed Stormy Morning Star, and were awed by God’s
creation once again:
At the 3 on 3 basketball tournament in Polson that month, Adrian nearly lost a
tooth- that got the adrenaline rushing again.
We stole away to pick a gallon of huckleberries ~ mmm, summer is not
complete without ‘em!
In August and September,
we hiked at Glacier National Park, and visited our neighborhood lakes. In October we began pasturing another
miniature horse, happily looking out on 4 horses each day. Aaron also suffered a strange skin disease
we’d never dealt with before. November
was filled with birthday celebrations, special company from Wisconsin, and
hunting, meat cutting and packing.
All year long, we hosted
Bible Study on Friday nights, and facilitated a Parenting class the month of
September. Unfortunately signing up for
ministry to proclaim the name of Jesus Christ means the devil’s crosshairs are
on us, so we fought a lot of unseen battles.
We argued and cried, were distanced and perplexed; we proved that God
really is holding it all together for us.
Without Him, we would be sick, divorced, and dead. The book of Job talks a lot about the trials
of human experience and why they occur (chapter 1). Job didn’t have the book of Job to look at
and see that there was an unseen battle surging. Since we are privy to this matter, we can
watch and pray and be wise. We can stop
asking, “Why?” and walk by faith. It is
when we cannot see, cannot reason, and are miserable that we best prove our
faith by lifting our hands in praise to the living God (1 Tim 2.8).
In 2014, We were again
blessed to host loads of company and explore our new area.
2014 also marked
the first even numbered year in 10 years that we didn't add a human baby to our
family ~ instead we added a bunch of animals! We now enjoy the antics and
pecking order of 2 dogs, 2 cats, 4 horses, and 7 chickens in the back pasture.
Ella and Tessa are enrolled in a local
homeschool choir, meeting weekly with area peers.
They performed a stunning concert this month, and will begin preparing
for a spring concert when they return in January! It is exciting to watch them experience the thrill of being a part of something bigger than themselves.
This month, we have
endured another round of flu and fevers ~ I am telling you, our family has
NEVER been so sick in a calendar year! Again
and again, the LORD heals all our diseases (Psalm 103.3) Just when I was reviewing this year and
writing about it ~ thinking that is *enough* to face, Adrian called home last
week to tell me that he had been rear ended. The impact sent the contents of his truck flying, caused the CD player to pop out of its place, and knocked the topper off balance. As the other driver was uninsured, we are waiting to hear what the
outcome will be. God’s great mercy again
spared Adrian from injury.
Even Christmas this year
was “half and half”. There was so much
exuberance and elation for all of us as the kids decoded their treasure hunts,
found wrapped gifts, and thrilled over garage sale and thrift store finds. There were also moments of sobbing over the
frustration, the discouragement, the heaping emotion that builds when your life
collides with other people and there's strife, unmet expectations, and
sin. We watched our old dawg quickly
degenerate and deteriorate until she died.
Burying 14 ½ years, even if it’s a dog, is no small thing.
We have trained and bribed and threatened and
rewarded and changed diet and taken breaks {for 3 years}, and Aaron is still
not toilet trained. All this struggle under
our own roof and in our own hearts ~ is not to mention the tragedy we’ve
watched our friends walk through: the cancer diagnoses, the sudden deaths and
Jesus void hearts ~ these we pray about daily; the decay, the insanity, the dreadful
world news. Trial, tragedy, tiring
tribulation…
…but ponder this:
You would never just sit
down to dine on a cup of flour. You aren't even tempted to shove a teaspoon of
salt in your mouth. You wouldn't eat a raw egg or 1/2 cup of oil.
Anyone who has tasted baking soda and vanilla extract know they are
putrid on their own. Ok, so maybe you
would eat a spoonful of sugar (mmm, especially brown sugar), but not typically
on its own.
...but when you stir all
these ingredients together, you imagine a very sweet treat! Once well
blended, you are prompted to plunge the mixture in the fiery hot oven, because
you know how it will make the house smell, and you know how happy the cake
eaters will be!
That's how life is to
us: we don't like the conflict, the bitterness, the pain of the fire.
They don't taste good, and they aren't comfortable. But for those
of us with faith in the living God, we stand believing that "ALL THINGS
(yes, all things) are working together for the good of those who love God, the
called according to His purpose" (Romans 8.28).
Those of us who base our
lives on what the compassionate Father's Word says know that this life is all
about HIS purpose-- not mine. This is not our eternal home; we're just
pilgrims passing through. The story of
our life becomes history, but all along it is HISstory.
So we give thanks daily,
monthly and now again annually for his remarkable grace toward us. We are
brimming with gratitude that while we were yet sinners Christ died for the
ungodly (Romans 5.6), once for all time (Romans 6.10). We deserved death
but instead we got a gift (Romans 6.23) because God made him who had no
sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.
(2 Cor 5.21)
We are convinced that
there is no righteousness, other than the righteousness that is in Christ Jesus
our Lord. Our response to trials, our perseverance, our faith in an
invisible God-- all these originate from HIM (Romans 7.18).
To the only wise God our
Savior be glory and majesty, dominion and power, both now and ever. Amen.
(Jude :25) !
